From Post-Traumatic Stress to Post-Traumatic Growth

empowerment resilience Oct 27, 2019

Last week, my husband and I noticed that we were both sleeping restlessly. After a night or two of tossing and turning, we realized that our sleeplessness was being caused by the hooting of a nearby owl. Even though the owl wasn’t very loud, it turned out that this owl’s call sounded exactly like the soft, whimpering moan that my daughter makes when she’s uncomfortable and needs help. So, every time the owl hooted, my husband and I would startle awake, ready to rush to our daughter’s side. The harmless hoot of an owl was causing anxiety, sleep loss and adrenaline rushes in the middle of the night – even though my daughter was sleeping peacefully. I’m sure that none of our neighbors were bolting awake every time the owl hooted. But, the previous traumas of many medical emergencies my husband and I been through with our daughter were causing an unusual fight or flight response for us, even though there was no danger or medical crisis.

Post-traumatic stress disorder (PTSD) is something that most people associate with soldiers who’ve been in combat. But, parenting a child with chronic and complex medical needs can be similar to the traumas that soldiers face. Many special needs parents also suffer from the same PTSD symptoms, which include flashbacks, bad dreams, or frightening thoughts; avoidance of places and thoughts associated with the traumatic event; a feeling of always being on edge or becoming easily angered; anxiety and hypervigilance; difficulty sleeping, negative thoughts, distorted feelings of guilt or blame, and losing interest in things you usually like to do.

Ughh…PTSD can be a heavy load to carry. I know that I’ve experienced quite a few of these symptoms over the years. In fact, sometimes it seems like stress has become so engrained in my day-to-day life, I don’t always notice when these things creep in.  It’s almost like there’s a background buzz of anxiety and edginess that’s just there. But, I didn’t want constant stress to be my default, and I wasn’t satisfied to just live with these PTSD symptoms. So, I went on a search to uncover a more positive outlook for myself and others who were dealing with the same kind of challenges.

The research about post-traumatic growth was a welcome breath of fresh air that provided a new perspective. It turns out that that very thing that is the source of the sorrow and stress can also be a catalyst for positive change. In his book, Upside: The New Science of Post-Traumatic Growth, Jim Rendon shares that 90% of those who survive a trauma realize growth in at least one of these five areas:

  1. Increased inner strength
  2. Openness to new possibilities
  3. Closer, deeper relationships with family and friends
  4. Enhanced appreciation for life
  5. Stronger sense of spirituality

Wow! This reinforced what I already suspected was true. We are so incredibly resilient, and often our most powerful growth comes from facing our biggest challenges. For me, this has proven to be true. I feel like my life is deeper and more meaningful because I now appreciate the big and small moments of joy more. I have a clearer understanding of what’s truly important to me, and I’m more purposeful about how I spend my time and where I focus my efforts. My daughter’s strength has given me the courage to do things that intimidate me. And, our family has a strong bond that has been built by working together to face challenges and find triumph.

I would never wish for my daughter to have the challenges she has to deal with. But, I can’t change that. What I can do is look for the lessons in our life situation and use what I learn to be the resilient, capable resourceful, optimistic person that I want to be. That version of myself is the person who can help me and my family live purpose-driven lives filled with meaning and joy, in spite of the difficulties and traumas we face.

*NOTE: Sometimes it's best to seek professional help to deal with PTSD. For a checklist of questions to ask a potential therapist to find a good fit, check out my ebook "Choosing Joy".

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